I Love You Because...

I love you because

1. You taught me the language of love. I will fulfill those languages that are most important to you.

2. You remind me not to be a hypocrite by walking my talk and talking my walk. I will strive to be a person of integrity.

3. You encourage me to be contented with life. I will be contented but I long to be with you physically in the same location.

4. You are persistent in caring for me. There were so many times when I couldn't take care of myself and you were there meeting my needs without fail.

5. You value your future generation. There have been so many times where you've commented on how you'd like to bring up our children and I think that those ideas are very noble and filled with love.

6. You never fail to make me laugh with your jokes. I can be in a bad mood but you always manage to make me smile in many ways like "PPC".

7. You put in effort to make me happy. I still keep all the gifts that you hand made for me and they are the most precious things in my life.

8. You have not whined or complained that you have to wait. I'll make it worth your wait and love you with all my heart.

9. You somehow project a sense of security in me when it comes to socializing with strangers and doing crazy stuff like "roller coaster".

Last but not least, I love you because you and I have the same dream of being together, starting our family and serving God wherever we are.

I love you darling. Would you be my partner in this one and only lifetime?

Grow Old With You

I wanna make you smile
Whenever you’re sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
But all I wanna do is grow old with you

I’ll get your medicine
When your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
So, it could be so nice growing old with you

I’ll miss you, kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you, feed you
Even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you’ve had too much to drink
Oh, I could be your man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

These feet reminds me of the way we've grown. I still remember the time I first met you. You were shy and I was even more timid. I never dared approach you and neither was I courageous to talk to you. You were most distant and yet most near to my heart.

I still remember how we would show little "bids of attention" just to stay connected. I would tell my mom "I'm going cycling", when my pocket rings of two 50 cents coins that I always bring along to call you. RM1 was equivalent to 1 hour and I didn't mind standing at the phone booth regardless of rain or shine.

Many changes have come and yet to arrive. I thank God that I still have you close to me in spite of all my shortcomings. It never daunted upon me that you have given so much and I don't want to take you for granted.

Now, as we are still geographically apart. I look forward to one day where we'll be together again. These feet will continue to walk together and guide each other. These feet shall run the race and bring us towards God's will.

"Have thine own way, Lord. We will be still and know that You are God"

Miscalculated...

I thought that it would be cheaper to travel by train, that's why I insisted on parking at the KTM station. We had to go to her sister's place and I decided to go by train to cut cost. However, it proved to be a wrong decision.

I'm sorry that you were sandwitched in between strangers.
I apologize for only thinking about saving cost.
I will never have you go through the same situation again.
Sorry.

I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away

So i try to find the words that i could say

I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I cant lie

Every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I want to come back home to see your face

And I

Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

But I can waitI can wait forever

You look so beautiful today

It's like every time I turn around I see your face

The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you

When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay

And I cant lie

Every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I want to come back home to see your face

And I

Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever

I guess that's just the price I gotta pay

But when I come back home to feel your touch

Makes it better

Till that day

Theres nothing else that I can do

And I just cant take it

I just cant take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever (I can wait forever)

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

I can wait forever

I can wait forever...

Finally There...

It has been sometime,
How long is just a faint idea,
Time eloped with certain crime,
But still we held on near....

The time has come when reality strikes,
The mind boggles at what lies ahead,
Times are hard when uncertainty bites,
If it all turns out wrong I'd rather be dead...

With hope I lift my head,
Fighting for the joy we could share,
Coming up to finally not be afraid,
To tell the world that I'm taking her there...

With me

The Awaited Escape